When you really want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it ;)

不一樣

這兩個星期，生活開始不一樣。起的變化在於我開始上課了。報了兩個很不一樣的課程，一個為興趣，一個為健康。

這幾天非常充實，感覺就像重生了。我也曾想過會不會太累？ 後來我發現，只要享受其中的過程，原來是那麼的精神。

謝謝離開我的人，因為你們的離開，也讓我走出來了。。。

為這份愛埋葬，重燃心中的火。。

Back to my life

I back to Brian life, that with only work, learn and inspiration..then continue work. I have happy family, warm buddy and big dream... I continue working, that is what i want. with out some of u in my life, i still need to be alive. appreciate what you left for me, I will never forget I had been your friend in a page of my history. I am so sorry for something that might disturbing you. what already happen cant change any more, but dont worry it wont happen again, because i no longer be in your life. That is pain because of love.

some one said no pain no gain, but in real life, after you might not gain too....

Forget about love?

I love you... I really love you....  I really love you... but i know that will never happen, that will never accepted.... I love you, but keep it with me until the end of the time...

沒有過的頹廢

時間過得很快，頹廢地過了三個星期。每天只是工作睡覺吃飯和看戲之外，什麽都沒有做。爲什麽會這樣其實我不太懂。或許是想要休息？或許是因為失去方向？還是因為人際關繫上的不如意？不知道我真的不知道。或許太多事發生了，讓我開始質疑自己。不過我知道這一切一定會過去的。

於是就找了新的玩意來激勵自己。希望借由著一些新的刺激，可以重燃心中的火炬。我一直相信沒有人可以讓心中的那把火熄滅，除非你允許他發生。現在仿佛就介於邊緣。。。

新的安排，一定會有新的啓發，就在於我有多努力了。。。。 等我的好戲吧。。。

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分离

每次离开一个朋友就好像失恋一样。。。这几天里失恋了两次，其实很伤。好不想面对，但是还是的接受。。。我爱你，但是不能再爱你了。。祝你好运。。

love urself

some time i asking my self do i really love others or i love my self more than that? I keep asking myself did my love is too kuch for others?
Finally i knew that when I really love some one, he or she will hate me at the end... because my love was too selfish... until unacceptable...
Better to stand at the back of love, just love my self...

何去何從

今年是充實的一年。所有的事仿佛都發生了。第一次入院動手術，之後又以為自己患上骨痛熱癥，一切都發生在瞬間，有點來不及反應。

這個星期過得很長，感覺好像過了一個月。發生了這麼多事后不經問自己，我的未來是什麽？我該往哪裡繼續發展？應該往哪裡繼續前進。

在這一刻，我對未來是有所懷疑的。我不曉得我該怎樣才是對的。我試著問自己我喜歡怎樣的未來，想要怎樣繼續發展。可是仿佛沒有答案。我真的不曉得該繼續什麽才可以更有未來。而以我的能力又能做到什麽？真的是一個沒有答案的問題。。。