I back to Brian life, that with only work, learn and inspiration..then continue work. I have happy family, warm buddy and big dream... I continue working, that is what i want. with out some of u in my life, i still need to be alive. appreciate what you left for me, I will never forget I had been your friend in a page of my history. I am so sorry for something that might disturbing you. what already happen cant change any more, but dont worry it wont happen again, because i no longer be in your life. That is pain because of love.
some one said no pain no gain, but in real life, after you might not gain too....
some time i asking my self do i really love others or i love my self more than that? I keep asking myself did my love is too kuch for others?
Finally i knew that when I really love some one, he or she will hate me at the end... because my love was too selfish... until unacceptable...
Better to stand at the back of love, just love my self...